1. |
The Buzz
03:54
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(Intro)
Get a leg up on the product that you send out
It ain't about the C's no more they want the M's now
Play your role and you ain't gotta move it through through traffic
Slap a couple in your pocket, call it blue magic
And that's thirty a lick
Do it right I bet you're making almost what you earn off a brick (Yeah)
Seems bad when your hoping that they relapse
See your profits triple when they're breaking out of rehab
Fiend cash, just as good as what you makin'
You support a bad habit but they make it for the taking
So do you and you can tell me how it was
Cuz this life is but a story and it's all about the buzz
(Hook)
Put your drinks up to the moonlight, you can feel the buzz in the air tonight (Sip it slow now)
Anything you need to get your head right, go ahead you can do whatever you like (It's your night babe)
Doesn't matter what you're feeling, just let it do the healing
Let it in cuz the buzz is right (Let it in now)
Let it in cuz the buzz is right (Just embrace it)
And that's what the fuck we like (Oh yeah)
(Verse 1)
Bet she's finding yea there's no doubt
And she says she only does it when she goes out
Right, but that's every single night
Bet she put it on the table if your lowering the price
But you don't need that, just get the cash out
She's probably drinking with the shit about to pass out
But she's young, she's just having a good time
Blow it off the table cuz the owner really don't mind
No time for her daughter at home
Can't support her on her own cuz the money she blows
She says, she could quit it any day
And it'll probably be soon she keeps claiming she don't need it anyway, right?
Yea right when she's getting the buzz now
Life goes away it's like her whole brain shuts down
All in my face like can you get it today?
And I can do it for her now long as she ain't in my way so just
(Hook)
Put your drinks up to the moonlight, you can feel the buzz in the air tonight (Sip it slow now)
Anything you need to get your head right, go ahead you can do whatever you like (It's your night babe)
Doesn't matter what you're feeling, just let it do the healing
Let it in cuz the buzz is right (Let it in now)
Let it in cuz the buzz is right (Just embrace it)
And that's what the fuck we like (Oh yeah)
(Verse 2)
As the time goes by what used to make her feel immortal
It ain't even a buzz it's like 3 to feel normal
Got her doing like 11 a day
Cuz quitting on your own terms that ain't never the way
Her mom's raising her kid, baby dad's in a casket
Sling a bit herself just to feed her own habits
Yea, You're thinking that would red flag it
But in this day and age it's just what we call the average
Sold her little brothers XBox
Bought herself half of the day, couple hours till her next stop
And no appetite, typical habit right
Nothing matters, slowly creeping to the afterlife
I feel like I could barely recognize her
Only been a month her mother can't identify her
Nobody's looking if she's out of the way
And it could matter tomorrow but know it doesn't today so just
(Hook)
Put your drinks up to the moonlight, you can feel the buzz in the air tonight (Sip it slow now)
Anything you need to get your head right, go ahead you can do whatever you like (It's your night babe)
Doesn't matter what you're feeling, just let it do the healing
Let it in cuz the buzz is right (Let it in now)
Let it in cuz the buzz is right (Just embrace it)
And that's what the fuck we like (Oh yeah)
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(Verse 1: M.I.C.)
I'm yelling bang bang
All these bitches love Hollywood Miz, run up on em with a valley gang
I'm using Cali slang, I got a Cali plug
And I could block your tub now, I hold a Cali grudge
So tell me now where your misses at
They sending love to us both, we don't give it back
Cuz we don't give a Shaq's ass in a TNT booth
Oversized shoes, chain and a missing tooth
Blackin' out while I'm tryna nap
Got em screaming out yea the rockwilders back
I'm a supreme neck protecter
Word to Mike Earmantrout, ain't no fucking half measures
So get your motherfuckin' rulers out
Take the stage, unpack, fuck you and we're moving out
Lack aim, but I got game
And I can hear my old shit but it's not the same
(Hook x2 Cash)
Nigga stop, we got the game on lock
Popped in this bitch quick like a jack in the box
Cops wanna see my ass in a box
So I pop the clutch fast, nigga dash from the cops
The game's locked (HEH)
(Verse 2: M.I.C.)
From now on I'm only leaking diamond blood
I got a plug in MPLS, don't mind a Slug
I got my mind on an empire
Chick say she freaking out, smack her like I been higher
It's me and Cashman in Cashmere
Can't do shit until I finish off my last beer
Smack queers to last year and right back
Hit again I bet you never get ya sight back
Cuz this is what it's all about God
I'm in the trunk, getting drunk off of mouth wash
Think they're coming blind side I'ma south paw
Racking up my clout ain't even give a shit about y'all
Doubt y'all, really wanna see this, we get
Money looking like I'm Ray Allen with this heat shit
My weaknesses thick hips and mudbloods
Got a butter beer I'm looking for some thug love
(Hook x2 Cash)
Nigga stop, we got the game on lock
Popped in this bitch quick like a jack in the box
Cops wanna see my ass in a box
So I pop the clutch fast, nigga dash from the cops
The game's locked (HEH)
(Verse 3 Cash)
This a stick up
I'll flat line ya, no dial tone, on the other end no pick up
Rednecks get up to this shit, that's a hick up
Lames stay the same, me and my flow we switch up
Yup, DJ's get me mixed up
BJ's from ya chick cuz, cuz
We got cake little nigga get ya chips up
Instead of looking at us in disgust, ya sick fuck
Sick from what? the money we making
Though it's courtesy to all your hating, it's motivation
You clocking in, while we go on vacation
We be fucking hoes while you masterbating
Always with a glove though, call me Gary Payton
Yea, you an get your turn but you gotta stay patient
We get in beats like we get in that ass
Fuck you, from commisioneror Cash, ya shit is trash (HEH)
(Hook x2 Cash)
Nigga stop, we got the game on lock
Popped in this bitch quick like a jack in the box
Cops wanna see my ass in a box
So I pop the clutch fast, nigga dash from the cops
The game's locked (HEH)
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(Verse 1: M.I.C.)
I got some songs I bet that all of you want
But I'm leaving em in my vault, it's the economy's fault
And I'm the God of everything I see
Though it's self proclaimed, anger well contained
Bit my tongue until I felt ashamed
White collar attitude, with blue collar cash
Senses up until she took my last dollar back
Prada bag model swag off of that bottled jack
Too drunk to drive, but too confident to call a cab
Look on her face and you could tell that she was impressed
Came in designer and she left with just a ripped dress
Got tempers flaring up
Fair enough, but I'll take anything until I break Katrina Bowden's marriage up
Got this bitch tryna make it in my bedroom
Could probably wife her but I'd lose a lot of legroom
She's in my ear whispering the shit she want from me
Already wrote a hook for you, the fuck else do you want for free?
(Hook x2)
(Zell) They don't speak
(M.I.C.) What you taking your time with it for?
(Zell) You better lace them weeks
(M.I.C.)This ain't something you wanna ignore
(Z) If I'ma father it, I've got to acknowledge
I don't wanna play catch with the bottom of a champagne glass
(Verse 2: Zell)
I let the glaucoma crossover
A.I. sneaks on, getting my scene on
They onto one knee on, neon, hope to fill the reason
Then ask me how I do it; I laugh and I put a beat on
They all want free mic (Mike),
I don't like it neither
Playing the role Sigourney Weaver with no facial features
See you could catch me on the evening news
Just give me all of your adderall and take away the breathing room
Oh, think I don't play that? (Play that)
Throw away your, amen, I won't take that (take that & it ain't that,
I hate that, lay wherever you're safe at
I'm just saying I'm the man around the madness
You look well when I'm not around
I gained my first bit of confidence to 'Walk It Out'
& if that ain't ironic, I don't know what is
I'm shouting dispossessed to Boston, wait till Paul gets here
(Verse 3: M.I.C.)
Cuz when I met her she was drowning in it
Know you want the high too, but you don't wanna mix it
She's thinking fuck it though
While I'm envisioning her Grandmothers birthday thinking I don't really wanna go
Kind of shady but I'm feeling indulgent
See her, hand twitching but it's just a compulsion
With my dirty sprite, I tend to blame it on thirst
So yea, we can date, but you gotta hit the atm first
And she'd probably do it gladly
Good, but it'll take more than that to attach me
More so attract me, already got back
Next morning, I don't wanna give her top back
Mind scattered, barely hear myself think
And while I listen to her talk I'm getting closer to my drink
Popped the question I could tell she was thinking hard
Told her I can pay if they take pre paid credit cards
(Hook x2)
(Zell) They don't speak
(M.I.C.) What you taking your time with it for?
(Zell) You better lace them weeks
(M.I.C.)This ain't something you wanna ignore
(Z) If I'ma father it, I've got to acknowledge
I don't wanna play catch with the bottom of a champagne glass
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4. |
Warning Shots
03:27
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(Verse 1)
She comes around, when she's coming down depressed
Knowing what she's bout to do is something she'll regret
Handing me the money that she's cashing from her check
Takes a little bump, whipes her nose wipes her nose with a Kleenex
Thought I'd turn it down, don't mean a little a time
Got me moving work, she don't need it I get it with mine
And I get it and grind, gotta support her habits
Got her going vicious at it, sniffs it fore I even bag it
A fiend with passion, see her envoking mine
First I seen it, she told me to have an open mind
It's like I'm going blind, cuz I ain't wanna see it
Hustler or customer I once could separate the meaning
But tell me what's the reason, what's the meaning to her
Bumping until her face come off, weight been lost, I'm taking a loss
She's taking it off, I'm acting like they make it at cost
I ain't about to floss, pockets empty, aching a boss
Is one you'd never see in this position
No common disposition, trying to make her listen
Stuggling to make a decision
And I could try and get her off it now
But how she's feeling from it ain't a joke I'm bout to cop it now
(Hook)
When I started it was only to support a cost
Before I ever take the shit you see my eyes I'm sorta lost
Barely even able to decide if I'll conform or not
And got her all up in my ear, I never heard the warning shots
Warning shots, don't hear the warning shots
I could see it in her face, she's feeling warm and shot
And as I look into her eyes she's seeming sort of lost
But I could just give into this cuz I don't hear the warning shots
(Verse 2)
I come around, when I'm coming down depressed
Breaking Tony's rule, coming up just like I guess
I gotta give into it, and I can feel the music
And I can hear her shooting, all in my ear like go and do it
And now I'm healing to it, she tell me don't make it sound
So I could take another bump before make my rounds
I'm tired of moving work, tired of dying to sleep
Grinding my teeth to find it for cheap
For junkies who'd rather have this shit than something to eat
Now I'm making my peace, she's loading a piece
I'm holding a piece, don't need it now I'm over the streets
And I'm over the streets, fuck yea I'm feeling it wow
Got me so invincible, it's critical I'm deep in it now
(Hook)
When I started it was only to support a cost
Before I ever take the shit you see my eyes I'm sorta lost
Barely even able to decide if I'll conform or not
And got her all up in my ear, I never heard the warning shots
Warning shots, don't hear the warning shots
I could see it in her face, she's feeling warm and shot
And as I look into her eyes she's seeming sort of lost
But I could just give into this cuz I don't hear the warning shots
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5. |
Numb
03:25
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(Intro)
You won't be feeling me, till way after you're coming down
Don't really expect you to, just lay back and don't make a sound
Button down, got your dress in two, getting real aggressive too
Nose covered in white stuff, whole desk covered in residue
(Hook)
I'm too arrogant, I'm too much
These bitches say I'm too ignorant, I'm too blunt
And then I come around and hit the shit, it's so real
It's like I got us in a trance and she ain't got a clue on how to feel
Numbed up till were dumbed down
Dumbed out till we come down
Roll up and we roll out
Sip more than this whole town
Can't even feel my face, feeling like a missing person
Snort it off her chest and got my sprite on the explicit version
(Verse 2)
It's got her pulling all on her hair and shit
Not needing a reason now, head in the clouds and I barely hit
Feeling numb like it's Novocain, looking over she's blowing cane
Come on over I'm rolling mane, roll her over don't show restraint
Cuz I can barely feel my legs
And I could keep all of it from her, keep her screaming until she begs, ah
Ordering restraint, you'll be the next to file
I'll dropped her off at the church but I don't see a way we gon' reconcile
(Hook)
I'm too arrogant, I'm too much
These bitches say I'm too ignorant, I'm too blunt
And then I come around and hit the shit, it's so real
It's like I got us in a trance and she ain't got a clue on how to feel
Numbed up till were dumbed down
Dumbed out till we come down
Roll up and we roll out
Sip more than this whole town
Can't even feel my face, feeling like a missing person
Snort it off her chest and got my sprite on the explicit version
(Verse 3)
It's got me feeling like I'm on a million mollies
Based on that, don't see a way we gon kill the hobby
It's all lust and it's no love, on stuff and it's all love
Drug life and we all plugs, get a little taste and we all fucked
Don't roll on a pill, I let it roll on me
Blowing trees, you're freaking out just take a breath it's only green
And we won't stop until we can't sleep
Cash up in the mattress, keep the coke inside the Dre beats
(Hook)
I'm too arrogant, I'm too much
These bitches say I'm too ignorant, I'm too blunt
And then I come around and hit the shit, it's so real
It's like I got us in a trance and she ain't got a clue on how to feel
Numbed up till were dumbed down
Dumbed out till we come down
Roll up and we roll out
Sip more than this whole town
Can't even feel my face, feeling like a missing person
Snort it off her chest and got my sprite on the explicit version
(Outro)
I said we're numbed up till we're dumbed down
That's right we're numbed up till were dumbed down
And she ain't got a clue on how to feel
No she ain't got a clue on how to feel
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6. |
Blackout
03:14
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(Verse 1)
It's feeling like these days I'm in denial of resentment
So I'm sipping', yea I'm sipping' till my mind gon' need forensics
Now I'm locked up in the basement, thinking yea I earned a pill
Showing you the art of peer pressure as the purple tilts
Gotta repeat myself so I'll be sure you get the hint
And all these faggots think I'm Em but I don't give a shit
And all these bitches think I'm Cole, so I could try this right?
Sending mass dick pics captioned "you ain't about that life"
She's got me sipping all on that protein
And we grip the bottle like coke fiends, that robtussin with codeine
That shitty rapper with left life, get right or you get whacked
They all thought I was gone, but it soon turned out that I been back
Got her bent back then I'm Charles Hamilton
Fucking these Brooklyn girls then I disappear
Sixty beers for me and my peers and were switching gears
Got me aiming right at your fucking head
With over 700 dead, but all I keep see it buttered bread
(Hook)
You got me fucked up, you got me fucked up
Been sipping this lean, been poplin these pills you got me fucked up
She always say she loves me and I killed us
And I ain't never meant it back but yet she still does
(Verse 2)
Codein in my system and i got percs all in my drawer
So get your mind back in that gutter and get your knees back on that floor
Get your head back in those covers, and get to rotating that core
I'm gon turn up for that good girl, but don't turn down for those dumb whores
Yea, see I'll do anything to get control
A hipster stole your girlfriend, I stole a hipster bitches soul
She's takin it whole, not paying a toll
I got a plan b for this shit but fuck a pill, I am birth control
(Hook)
You got me fucked up, you got me fucked up
Been sipping this lean, been poplin these pills you got me fucked up
She always say she loves me and I killed us
And I ain't never meant it back but yet she still does
(Verse 3)
Versace polo on, bitch in the back she's smoking strong
She's got a degree, she gave it to me, I hit it, I'm rolling on
Dumb bitch drank some water think your safe now
Better hope when it hits you, you'll be passing out in it face down
I'm ballin like you never seen, grab a cup and let it lean
Hit that promethazine, and let the shit infect ya dreams
There ain't a high I couldn't handle though
Got bitches on my dick because I look like Michelangelo
Better get ya head straight, I ain't fucking no dead weight
I watch em hesitate before they start to levitate
Once you on that level ain't no doubt that you can get it great
She hasn't ate for several days, so bet there ain't no better taste
So she just jump into this shit
And I just came here for a fix, but all this shit is too legit, yea
Don't deal with threats I leave that shit to a professional
So I don't do the dirty work I send a goon a text or too
Been finding it hard for me to fake this shit
Not the brightest bitch but yet she sure no how to take a dick
I'm ready to die turning up my favorite disc
Bumping track 5 like why the fuck do I relate to this
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7. |
Madhouse
04:33
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(Hook)
This is my mad house, blunts are blowin liquor's flowin lights are glowing
Everybody's blacked out, girls are showing, purple's pouring, we get going you already know
If you're livin' that kinda life, what you waiting for come inside
Listen to the bass kick, feel the vibe, it's about that time (are you down to ride?)
Cuz the blunts are blowing liquor's flowing light's are glowing
Girls are showing purple's pouring we get going welcome my mad house
(Verse 1)
Step back when I open doors
What you looking so lonely for?
Let Matt take you on a tour
I see your cups still full what you zoning' for?
I said get a bit loose (Get loose)
Bet ya feel it right now if the buzz too much better get up and move (Just move)
Gotta buzz right now I can feel the shit too, it's proof
The way we do this we go harder with our chosen team
Rollin' trees, you're freaking out just take a breath it's only green
House is filled with people toking as their only means
Basement full the baddest bitches, halls are filled with broken dreams
You wanna roll or lean?
I got a pocket full of anything you want or need, drop it low and pop it please
I see you on your knees, I'm bout to lock it up
How'd I make it to this level, lots of skill it's not in luck
And you know, you know you really wanna come and live this life
Just lookin' it, the shit is tight, come along with us and it could fit you right
Right, now do you really wanna live forever?
It's getting' so good I think I wanna live it twice
(Hook)
This is my mad house, blunts are blowin liquor's flowin lights are glowing
Everybody's blacked out, girls are showing, purple's pouring, we get going you already know
If you're livin' that kinda life, what you waiting for come inside
Listen to the bass kick, feel the vibe, it's about that time (are you down to ride?)
Cuz the blunts are blowing liquor's flowing light's are glowing
Girls are showing purple's pouring we get going welcome my mad house
You don't wanna know what I see when I close my eyes
Doin' all these drugs gotta keep it from my mind
And it's got me movin' slow and I think I can see the light
But I ain't ready to go, I'm fighting for my life
(Verse 2)
Ask how I'm doin' I'm fine, like something's sparked inside
You got something' in mind tell me, got nothing on me but time
Ciroc all in my cup, we lead you follow or what?
Or fall to the ground cuz we all in it now you down? I'm calling' your bluff now
If I could sell my soul I think I probably would
Live this everyday, and maybe give my life to Hollywood,
All these bitches lining up, I'm scoping who I'm tryna cut
Could see a lot are fine as fuck, but only mess with 9's and up
I've never met a limit, I'm looking down and see the sky
Hazy eyed, it's like I'm wearing a disguise
And I could see my life complete that's why I'm fighting every day for it
Running through the sand for years, so cooling down that ain't for shit
And you know, you know really wanna try and do the same
We got this elusive game, proved through our movement through the pain
Cuz what I do's insane, so catch a buzz and lighten up
Get up on my level, maybe you could live your life with us
(Hook)
This is my mad house, blunts are blowin liquor's flowin lights are glowing
Everybody's blacked out, girls are showing, purple's pouring, we get going you already know
If you're livin' that kinda life, what you waiting for come inside
Listen to the bass kick, feel the vibe, it's about that time (are you down to ride?)
Cuz the blunts are blowing liquor's flowing light's are glowing
Girls are showing purple's pouring we get going welcome my mad house
(Bridge)
You don't wanna know what I see when I close my eyes
Doin' all these drugs gotta keep it from my mind
And it's got me movin' slow and I think I can see the light
But I don't wanna go, I'm fighting for my life
(Hook)
This is my mad house, blunts are blowin liquor's flowin lights are glowing
Everybody's blacked out, girls are showing, purple's pouring, we get going you already know
If you're livin' that kinda life, what you waiting for come inside
Listen to the bass kick, feel the vibe, it's about that time (are you down to ride?)
Cuz the blunts are blowing liquor's flowing light's are glowing
Girls are showing purple's pouring we get going welcome my mad house
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(Hook : Tara James)
I can't buy your love
Don't even wanna try
Sometimes the truth won't make you happy
So I'm not gonna lie
But don't even question if my heart beats only for you
It beats only for
(Verse 1)
Diamond on her right hand, bruises on her left wrist
Everything she ever wanted hanging from her necklace
That's all saying that I probably should go
She's been damaged and it's obvious she want me to know
She said, sometimes I wish the bitch never had me
Dabbled with the coke, she wasn't good enough for Daddy
Mind on a baggie, voice sounding raspy
Looking like a million bucks, something bout her grabbed me
Said she was raped, shit is rarely the case
But every time a meals done she's got her hair in her face
And it's gone, I'm thinking maybe she ain't overblown
But when you see her in the day you'd never what's wrong
Got a powerful personality
To scare a lot off, but that would just embarrass me
Looking for clarity, you know you'll never find it here
And then you do, but in your mind are you just blind to fear?
(Hook : Tara James)
I can't buy your love
Don't even wanna try
Sometimes the truth won't make you happy
So I'm not gonna lie
But don't even question if my heart beats only for you
It beats only for
(Verse 2)
Bruises on her right wrist, I don't care to judge her now
Scars on my back, I've learned to keep em covered now
She gets around, well yea that's pretty obvious
Who really cares, the double standard's obnoxious
Chest tatted, packed plenty of baggage
The skill set with the personality to match it
Little older, never went to college
Living with her parents yet she's feeling so adopted
No plan at all, she didn't seem to mind
Got a couple blue pills that she used to ease her mind
Fucked around and now she's feeding mine
She's in my system, reality is redefined
No choice but to give in
Her scars are mine now, never thought that she would fit in
Until I let it
She's taking over my world, not for the better and I'm loving every second
(Hook : Tara James)
I can't buy your love
Don't even wanna try
Sometimes the truth won't make you happy
So I'm not gonna lie
But don't even question if my heart beats only for you
It beats only for
(Verse 3)
We struggle but we struggle together
She wanna leave until I struggle to let her
See she's got me in these other endeavors
And I don't know what's real beside her, feel like noting is better, I call it
True love
But from the outside looking in, it's looking like you must be doing drugs
She's a soul survivor
And I'm feeling like I'm one too, don't care knowing my friends'll never like her
Got her thinking bout her past with her wrists slit
Probably not the woman you would wanna raise kids with
Popping all these pills now amist this
Feeling in my mind she's the one, and it's a slim list
Doing all she wants, and more
Barely thinking what's she taking all this Xan for
I'm in a trance, sure
But when you feeling the bond you tend to either hold it in, or you transform
(Hook : Tara James)
I can't buy your love
Don't even wanna try
Sometimes the truth won't make you happy
So I'm not gonna lie
But don't even question if my heart beats only for you
It beats only for
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9. |
Agony and Ecstasy
02:27
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(Verse 1)
Always known I'm down for whatever as long as it works
So get your hands up outta my pocket and get your tits back outta your shirt
You know you're good for that, that's all you've known your entire life
So I can let you scream my name, long as you don't let me do you right
That's right, you want attention then get it tonight
That's what you wanted from me at first, and I never judge I invented this life
I am James Potter but I ain't taking you to no Yule ball
You been fuckin around with these egos, that aint the only thing that was too small
(Hook)
And I do ball, but I swear to god I never really tried
It's my fault, and it's on my life I never really tried
And you can take it how you wanna
I'ma take this to my face and tell my liver it's a goner
(Verse 2)
Heard you fuckin round with that Ray fag
Looking like he missing teeth
Ain't fucking with ray bands, in those bape pants you gon' miss the chief
Cuz you ain't getting this type of dick from a local dude
But you can still pop it in front of me and I'm planning on it, so I hope you do
So I know he lose, and I'm telling all my bitches fuck it
They wanna jump in, you gonna meet my friends, Initiation been bumping right
Right, see I've been on more than a few
And I've been looking like Michelangelo, I'm van going these portraits too
Nothing more to do but maybe pay for pussy, make you beg me
Make you wanna twerk it, make you question if you think you ready
But I swear to god I never really try
And it's my fault, put it on my life I never really tried
Put it all on Florida
It never raised me, but it brought me into a life, far from the one that was driving me crazy
Come to my new world, it's 4 me, it's 3 girls on my 2 nuts
Someone accepts you now, you was thinking you was all used up
Get a tune up, till then I bid you Snape and Dumbledoor
And your tits too big to be working out, so what the fuck you keep on running for?
You could come for more, but I've been focused hard on a new turf
And you can bring your friends along but don't be surprised if it ain't you first
Cuz I do work
(Hook)
And I do ball, but I swear to god I never really tried
It's my fault, and it's on my life I never really tried
And you can take it how you wanna
I'ma take this to my face and tell my liver it's a goner
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Overdose
04:56
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(Verse 1)
Psychotic, I'm roaming close, overdose till I'm comatose
Rock bottom, or so it seems, look in the mirror who's holding toast
And It's aiming right at my brain, this toxin got me insane
Don't know what's causing my pain, this liquor or all the product I've slang
My vices leave me lifeless, barely paying any bills from this
Can't even get em off I got her choking on my pills and shit
I hear the voices, telling me that I'm always wrong
I'm feeling some kind of paranoia now that all of my partners gone
Locked up or in jail now and I was barely deep into this
You make a couple 20's, and they got you feeling feeble quick
So quickly today, never knew what would dive in to bite you first
The cops or maybe your friends, always got a hand in your handy work
That's a lot of work and that's working all on it full time
Low level at best and yea I had a plug till I pulled mine
It's a good ride, until your falling right on your face quick
We all dealing with skeletons, had to put mine in their place, shit
(Hook)
But I swear to God I never really tried
And it's my fault put it on my life I never really tried
And you can take it how you wanna
I'ma take this to my face and tell my liver it's a goner yea
(Verse 2)
Psychotic, I'm roaming close, overdose till I'm comatose
Rock bottom, or so it seems, look in the mirror who's holding toast
With a knife right on her tongue, her secondhand in my lungs
Don't know what's making me run, this liquor or all the shit that she's done
And it's way over the top I can't control it and I don't wanna try
Wanna tell her she's fine, but wanna smack her too I don't wanna lie
Let's try, let's lie her face ain't beaten to shit
She's claiming that she'll be okay but a fiend aint eager to quit
And it falls on me, when we all don't breathe
She wanna tell me don't leave, but I've banking that she won't even notice seconds after so please
Get fucked, that's fucked, don't fuck me over again
Don't fuck me while on your way out, no way now that we're friends
And in the end your liver's probably gonna give out soon
Fuck it though I'll race you, you can find out it's about you
An this all was and it's done now, run off till your gunned down
Falling all into pieces when I once thought it was fun, how?
(Hook)
But I swear to God I never really tried
And it's my fault put it on my life I never really tried
And you can take it how you wanna
I'ma take this to my face and tell my liver it's a goner yea
(Verse 3)
Psychotic, I'm roaming close, overdose till I'm comatose
Rock bottom, or so it seems look in the mirror who's holding toast
And it's aiming right at your dome, for shitting right in your home
Through all the talk that you've grown, that process now seems to be slowed (It's slowed)
We couldn't sever ties so we tied it down with a rope
You fuck around with them fuck arounds you gon' fuck around and get smoked
You fuck around with your own product, you ruin all that you got
You try and think that you Sosa and you prove your all that you not
You not, you shoulda spared yourself a movie fate
Shoulda kept it low, shoulda kept it down, you were reckless now it's a little bit late
You chose your fait, been thought I coulda chosen mine
It turns out I was right, maybe it's nice that I didn't just fold and die
I'm fine, at least that's what I tell myself
Thinking about of those days, I'm so grateful for the damn hand I was dealt
How you handled shit, you got fucked up and thrown in a cell
They want you roll an fold and expect you to, I'll be waiting now on that moment as well
(Hook)
But I swear to God I never really tried
And it's my fault put it on my life I never really tried
And you can take it how you wanna
I'ma take this to my face and tell my liver it's a goner
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